This is my first Post Becoming Emily Blog. Summer 2019 being little hell for me for dealing family rejection and dead of my Friend and Family this Year. This is me in my New Straight Wig and Favorite Pink Purple Dress. I will start female hormone in month or Two from now. Being Transgender Woman it cost too much money. Transition is not easy for me or my family. I could live my life as gay male a again there is no going back. In my Journey to be Woman want be, i started as a boy at 10 years old for first time put on Dress, my mom say no at the time. I know was difference from other boys hang out. In middle school was bit of rebel and got little trouble, but i hate my a Penis and Testes, i want my Penis and Testes cut off. I did not know it from my gender identity disorder at time. In High School started i hang out with most popular group in school. I was Basketball player Telfair High School, i have my first true girlfriend the relationship did not last long. I had bunch of Girlfriend...